So it has been over a week since my visit to the Las Cruces Bulletin to drop off the press release/ ad about Jam Fest that will be happening at my church this weekend, and even after being encouraged by the Advertisement Consultant that I spoke too, I had not found the courage to sit down in front of my computer and email the people she had suggested me to contact about possible working with them.

There were a few reasons why I hadn't done it yet:

1. I wanted to spend some time praying and seeking the Lord and make sure that it is in His will.
2. Fear of stepping up and leaving my comfort zone.
3. Actually # 2 sums it all very nicely.

I have working at my current job for over 3 years now, and it has become a sort of very comfortable/ safety zone when it comes to work and getting money to pay for the bills, but after that initial meeting, I have been having this strange feeling that maybe it is time to prepare to move on with my career and actually focus more on it.

There have been a few changes in my life over the course of these past few month, with some new opportunities for growth at my church and now this possible next step in my personal/ work life...I know God has something very big and I don't know what the outcome will be from all this, specially work.

I am taking a big chance on this that I have been afraid to take for a while, but honestly, I feel like it has been more the enemy attacking my weaknesses, since he knows them very well. I know that it doesn't hurt to apply and that was the resolution I came to today, I will apply and leave it all in God's hands.